Reading spyed (https://www.deviantart.com/spyed)'s and ekud (https://www.deviantart.com/ekud)'s posts I realized something. Up until now I've always tried to reach the best artist's level - to be able to create art that'd belong to the "OH GAWD"-category that we see on deviantART each day. I won't say I still wouldn't dream of that, however I realized that such level of skill would require more dedication, time and even talent (I'm reclutant to admit that such a thing even exists) that I have or am willing to spend. Basically, that there are levels I'll never reach, nor do I have to. I'm somehow quite relieved by this realization. It feels like I can now create art - or images - more for my own joy.